okay last post about my dumb brother

i’m really just tired of him for a few reasons

• he thinks he wants to go be in the infantry in the fucking army because of all these call of duty games he plays but um he already basically has PTSD because of an incident 5ish years ago where he was basically sexually assaulted by some guys at his friend’s house
• he thinks he has his whole life planned out (gonna go to military boarding school for high school, military college, then in the military)
• he’s fucking 13 and like i’ll admit i had my whole life planned when i was 13 (med school then become The Best Doctor) but now i don’t know anymore and it terrifies me and it really annoys me that he thinks he’s got his life planned out and any time i try to tell him “just you fucking wait until you hit summer of your junior year” he’s like “uh yeah no i’m not like you i’m gonna stick with my goals” and i’m like dude fuck you oh my GOD
• and because he’s in ROTC now he thinks he’s better than everyone even more than normal because of reasons that i will never understand and i’m just like dude fuck off okay why can’t you let me fucking shine it’s my senior year let me brag about the fun stuff i do in dance and drama and shit and like i hate bragging but dammit i just want some fucking attention once in a while okay positive attention from my mother is that so much to ask? really? jesus christ
• i say “i got a 96 on my stat test what whaaaaaaat!” and my mom’s like “yeah cool that’s nice” and like i realize that i always get good ass grades but i never get a “woohoo good job!!!” but if i get an 88 my mom jumps on my ass like “why the fuck is this grade so low” but my brother gets fucking high fives if he gets 88s what the hell

whatever i’m done i’m tired of this house i need to go to college now